I’ve never tell anyone about the biggest pain o my life but i’m tellin you now cuz i notice youngsters nowadays nvr realise how lucky they are n how ALLAH SWT pamper them so much dat they forget to b grateful..
my upsr 4A1B, my pmr 8A, my spm 5A 5B, matric 1st sem 3.8,
as soon as i came out of matriculation college, i asked my mum to register me with international agent to further medic oversea..cuz i knew dat my 2nd sem result was awful.. came out true dat it was terribly awful.. i cldn’t believe it either.. so i registered with PROCALIBRE agency.. thanx KAK AZUE n ABANG ZACK.. i’ll b remembering everysingle thing dat u’ve done 4 me.. through the agency, i took UNIVERSITAS PADJADJARAN entrance exam.. I failed but i was still got offered PHARMACY Course there.. but i wasn’t satisfied yet cuz through my life in matrics i’ve always aimed to go for medic.. i worked very hard..i knew dat i am not very bright compared to others..n with dat kind o spm result..can i really go for medic??
result for local university placement arrived and i got biotechnology engineering course in UPM.. I was speechless..so speechless dat i gave up on myself…thinking wat i’d do with myself?? my future?? my hopes n dreams? my dad’s expectations? ..i cried so much..keep on n on..my eyes can’t be part from crying.. i wonder wat went wrong?? i scored 3.8 in my 1st sem?? .. how cld tis hv happened?? so many questions dat i brokedown.
suddenly, when i was in JB, baba’s house..i received a call from mara..i was asked to come for an interview for students scholarship for medic course in indonesia..ayah n mama drove all da way from kajang to jb just to realize my dreams..n i went to the interview the nxt day.. i was good during the interview.. i still remember frequently, i went up n down mara building.. they were wonderful moments really
through dat interview, i had to sit for UNIBRAWIJAYA entrance exam..another exam..it was in the morning, Me n ayah go look for the location where the exam was held..nirwana college..we took LRT from bangsar. Result will be announced at night..so i waited with stomach full of anxiety creator butterfly..result was out n i FAILED..AGAIN..
my parents desire to c me bcome a medical student didn’t stop there… they worked real hard to browse local private medical college..dad was ready to use his ‘pencen’ money to put me in medical school..so i went to CYBERJAYA UNIVERSITY COLLEGE OF MEDICAL SCIENCES for an interview..it was sooo beatiful ,dat college..so wonderful..not long after dat, the result came out.. n ONCE AGAIN.. I FAILED.. my name was in the KIV list..
kept on thinking..agaknya ALLAH mmg x nak bagi aq jadi dokter kot..
Mum wants me to take up pharmacy here in malaysia. To do so, pinjaman mara dat i got for PHARMACY in UNPAD.. is to be rerouted for my Pharmacy course in CUCMS instead..ayah asked for angah’s help for me to get pharmacy in there since dat still got lots of empty seats for pharmacy course.. so i’ve setted my mind on being a PHARMACIST.. mum teased me alot saying dat i’m gonna b a licensed future drug dealer whenever we got into a pharmacy..haha..still remember those tymes..
Then, dat day i was supposed to be going 4 btn, but instead i was at kajang utama sending tadika kids bak home with my baby atoz..i slowed down when we reached Fairul’s house when suddenly my phone rang.. n mum asked me where i was.. she asked me to call her as soon as i reach home..so i did n there it was..a news which is ever so painful n at the same tyme joyful..i dunno which one outweight which..my mum spoke to me on the phone ‘SAYANG, GUESS WAT?? GOOD NEWS, INSTEAD OF REROUTING PHARMACY UNPAD TO PHARMACY CUCMS, MARA OFFERED YOU MEDIC COURSE IN UNIVERSITAS UKRIDA OR TRISAKTI.. UR PICK..’ i was like, WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT.
And dat was the end of my misery.. but i wasn’t dat happy either..at 1st i refused to go..but thinking o my future, hopes n dreams of my parents, i chosed to go .Dat evening i was late 4 btn(there was where i met rodzita)..a week after dat, i flew to jakarta.. NOW I AM A UNIVERSITAS TRISAKTI MEDICAL STUDENT.. just to say how AFFECTIONATE LOVE dat Allah has shown me..i always believe in ‘ALLAH WILL GIVE TO THOSE WHO ASKED N WORK FOR IT’
my upsr 4A1B, my pmr 8A, my spm 5A 5B, matric 1st sem 3.8,
as soon as i came out of matriculation college, i asked my mum to register me with international agent to further medic oversea..cuz i knew dat my 2nd sem result was awful.. came out true dat it was terribly awful.. i cldn’t believe it either.. so i registered with PROCALIBRE agency.. thanx KAK AZUE n ABANG ZACK.. i’ll b remembering everysingle thing dat u’ve done 4 me.. through the agency, i took UNIVERSITAS PADJADJARAN entrance exam.. I failed but i was still got offered PHARMACY Course there.. but i wasn’t satisfied yet cuz through my life in matrics i’ve always aimed to go for medic.. i worked very hard..i knew dat i am not very bright compared to others..n with dat kind o spm result..can i really go for medic??
result for local university placement arrived and i got biotechnology engineering course in UPM.. I was speechless..so speechless dat i gave up on myself…thinking wat i’d do with myself?? my future?? my hopes n dreams? my dad’s expectations? ..i cried so much..keep on n on..my eyes can’t be part from crying.. i wonder wat went wrong?? i scored 3.8 in my 1st sem?? .. how cld tis hv happened?? so many questions dat i brokedown.
suddenly, when i was in JB, baba’s house..i received a call from mara..i was asked to come for an interview for students scholarship for medic course in indonesia..ayah n mama drove all da way from kajang to jb just to realize my dreams..n i went to the interview the nxt day.. i was good during the interview.. i still remember frequently, i went up n down mara building.. they were wonderful moments really
through dat interview, i had to sit for UNIBRAWIJAYA entrance exam..another exam..it was in the morning, Me n ayah go look for the location where the exam was held..nirwana college..we took LRT from bangsar. Result will be announced at night..so i waited with stomach full of anxiety creator butterfly..result was out n i FAILED..AGAIN..
my parents desire to c me bcome a medical student didn’t stop there… they worked real hard to browse local private medical college..dad was ready to use his ‘pencen’ money to put me in medical school..so i went to CYBERJAYA UNIVERSITY COLLEGE OF MEDICAL SCIENCES for an interview..it was sooo beatiful ,dat college..so wonderful..not long after dat, the result came out.. n ONCE AGAIN.. I FAILED.. my name was in the KIV list..
kept on thinking..agaknya ALLAH mmg x nak bagi aq jadi dokter kot..
Mum wants me to take up pharmacy here in malaysia. To do so, pinjaman mara dat i got for PHARMACY in UNPAD.. is to be rerouted for my Pharmacy course in CUCMS instead..ayah asked for angah’s help for me to get pharmacy in there since dat still got lots of empty seats for pharmacy course.. so i’ve setted my mind on being a PHARMACIST.. mum teased me alot saying dat i’m gonna b a licensed future drug dealer whenever we got into a pharmacy..haha..still remember those tymes..
Then, dat day i was supposed to be going 4 btn, but instead i was at kajang utama sending tadika kids bak home with my baby atoz..i slowed down when we reached Fairul’s house when suddenly my phone rang.. n mum asked me where i was.. she asked me to call her as soon as i reach home..so i did n there it was..a news which is ever so painful n at the same tyme joyful..i dunno which one outweight which..my mum spoke to me on the phone ‘SAYANG, GUESS WAT?? GOOD NEWS, INSTEAD OF REROUTING PHARMACY UNPAD TO PHARMACY CUCMS, MARA OFFERED YOU MEDIC COURSE IN UNIVERSITAS UKRIDA OR TRISAKTI.. UR PICK..’ i was like, WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT.
And dat was the end of my misery.. but i wasn’t dat happy either..at 1st i refused to go..but thinking o my future, hopes n dreams of my parents, i chosed to go .Dat evening i was late 4 btn(there was where i met rodzita)..a week after dat, i flew to jakarta.. NOW I AM A UNIVERSITAS TRISAKTI MEDICAL STUDENT.. just to say how AFFECTIONATE LOVE dat Allah has shown me..i always believe in ‘ALLAH WILL GIVE TO THOSE WHO ASKED N WORK FOR IT’
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