Today is the day when I leave the days of young and hippy. The revolution of a female from a crazy, happy go lucky teenage girl to a sensible and responsible young lady. Also, a revolution from 'teenth' to 'ty' from now onwards. Wow! how time fly so fast. It's amazing how I feel like it was just yesterday that I was celebrating my 13 year old birthday. 13 year old me, is the best year of my life. That was the year when I enrolled into Convent and the days of fun, lots of laughter and being a teenage girl where I was mould into being a good muslimah and daughter.
Now that I am 20, I've begining to be stronger and learn to stand on my own two feet as well as making my own decisions. Dun get me wrong, cuz I'm still the 'manja' type that I've always been. It's just that I am trying to be more rigid and flexible to suit any condition that demands me to be. Mum and Dad are not getting younger and who knows that another 5 years time, I'll be a mother too. And I'd have to look after my kids just like how my parents took care of me, with lots of love. Owh how I remember so much that my baba always tried very hard to keep me independant. He let me handle things on my own cuz he knew that I was so manja. Thanks to you baba, that I've become more rigid than I could ever imagine. Thanks, cuz when I fell down, you didn't help me up instead, you watch me up to my feet on my own. With encouragement of course!! I guess that really works.
Now that I am 20, I've begining to be stronger and learn to stand on my own two feet as well as making my own decisions. Dun get me wrong, cuz I'm still the 'manja' type that I've always been. It's just that I am trying to be more rigid and flexible to suit any condition that demands me to be. Mum and Dad are not getting younger and who knows that another 5 years time, I'll be a mother too. And I'd have to look after my kids just like how my parents took care of me, with lots of love. Owh how I remember so much that my baba always tried very hard to keep me independant. He let me handle things on my own cuz he knew that I was so manja. Thanks to you baba, that I've become more rigid than I could ever imagine. Thanks, cuz when I fell down, you didn't help me up instead, you watch me up to my feet on my own. With encouragement of course!! I guess that really works.
These are the things that makes me realize that I am 20 and old. Haha!!
I have started to cook for my own meal
I have no feeling towards the world's current hotest boyband
I pay my own bills at the bank
I do my groceries shopping and budgeting it
I count my money frequently
I dun listen to Britney spears like I used to anymore
I dun visit Barbie website anymore
I hardly read magazine anymore
I think that going ice skating is a waste of money
I think bout how I am to plan my life in the future
I think bout how to take care of my parents as best as I can
I think of how to decorate my future house..hihi
Yet, I dun ever change fully. I still watch disney channel, munch lotsa chocolate, have a bantal bucuk, have colourful cartoon character bedsheets. Those are the things that i'll not give up for my 20 years of age.Lastly, I would like to wish myself and everyone who will turn 20 this year:
HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY!!
HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY!!
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