Ok, I've finally made my conclusion. This has come to the end. Hurt but... you can't deny that it's normal. What's normal?? haha..being rejected. I knew.. I'm incomparable to that hotnerd. Thinkin that he was the guy of my dream. Haha...even funnier+stupid. Nothing you guys say wld change a thing cuz my heart is already broken into god knows how many pieces.
For the past three days, I noticed that he has always stared at me.. and he was caught on the scene. Three days in a row!!. That was pretty convincing. Not just that, We also walked up the stairs 2gether.. meaning that he was always right behind us all along from tawakal 6...TWICE. sHIT!! that is even more convincing. And he came into my class and STARE...WHO WOULD NOT SAY THAT IS CONVINCING HUH????
Recently, I've been putting shout outs specially for him and hoping that he walks into his friend's lappie and take a look. And I guess he did!! Cuz last nite, I typed in beautiful words from Adlynn's blog which says "He smiles and looked away and you were left wondering if that smile was something he couldn't say." Which reflects a question asking what do all the stares mean? And I left my laptop on with the online status cuz I fell asleep while trying to make an effort of studying... give me a FOOT...pleez. This morning after I was awake, I looked into his friend's shout out and it says "HE IS JUST NOT THAT INTO YOU, AND YOU WISH YOUR BRAIN WON'T LIE TO YOU". That shout out is like defly meant for me.
And now, I'M DAMN HURT. If he ain't likin me, why did he gave so many good responses? Cuz all he could have done was...IGNORE and WALK AWAY. That would have been much easier and less hurting.
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follow ur heart dear..
if u think he is da right guy for u, then give him solme more time to let him realize it...
to tell u...
man are damn complicated...
they wont understand any signalssss until we tell them da truth...
trust me...
=)
hazierah sayang mucuk2...
i'm sowy..everyone who wishes to comment..
it was juz a mizunderstanding..
that shout out was actually made by gman who was currently making a review on the movie 'he is just not that into you'
not really meant for me..i asked gman already.
i guess i can now continue dreaming...
huuuuuuuh.
auw my dear fairuz..wat chuak jer post camnih..
Yeap2 u still has hope for this guy...
Good luck with your crush dear. How I wish I could be just like you...being open towards your feeling hmm..:)
laaa...there u c.. u still got a chance to dream abt him.. its nice bcoz of the positive respon..jeles3..haha.. ignore me. i thnk ur guy pye respon is much6 more better than my guy..so, u could cherish for that.. juz take the time to feels happy abt it while u can dear.. praying for u!!
haha
okay, that post gave me a heartburn for a little while
and when i read ur comment, i somehow felt a little relieved :)
anyway,
guys sometimes are a little moronic to tell u the truth
hahaha
they sometimes tend to give out signals which sometimes they dont even know why they sent it or what they're trying to portray actually
been there a lot of times
u can keep on with your dream
a girl can dream :)
but be careful not to dream too much and put your hopes up too high
always remember,,
that 'he' of yours will eventually be yours one day
if it's not today, then it might be tomorrow
if it's not tomorrow, then it might be the day after
whatever it is, 'he' is there :)
farahnajwa and fiezah: i have another girlfriend who is in the same condition as you are..
yet, both of you still wait for the 'guy' and never wish to switch target...
really respect you people and...
have you let them know?? i mean like really2 know how u feel?
coz sometimes, guys dun meet u and suddenly have a love struck until they now bout ur crush..
u can make a move or u can just wait...
me, i chosed to make a move :)
OMG!! I'VE BEEN GIVING BAD INFLUENCE..DUN LISTEN TO WHAT I JUST WROTE..I REPEAT, DUN FOLLOW!! cuz these can be done by a muke x maloo je.
adlynn: haha..yep you're rite..
i mean even if mr.hotnerd isn't meant for me..
i still have a chance to have a 'special someone' someday too rite..
even if he is not as 'hot' or 'nerd' as mr.hotnerd..haha
in the mean time, i just would like to enjoy the stare (omg! gedikz tol)
to be honest..ya, he knw it! hmm.. i had confess but that come with angry that time..then after i apologise and he says..xpela..bkn slalu blh luah perasaan. done! hmm...
aiisshhh... post ni ingt btol2 je... baru nak nangis2... huhu...
no man no cry babe!!
sumtimes they are sucks! ooopss sorry guys... certain of u only...=))
fnajwa: in that case, you need even more patience to wait for this guy..
but if he is not really meant for you... just except that... cuz Allah has planned the best for us..insyallah..have faith!
yaya: adoi, baby, i terharoo taw..sharing is caring isn't it..appreciate the love..muah!
yeahhh... cheers!!(peace meaning dia)
hahaha
hahaha
guys, know what?
all of us convent girls talking about boys and how to deal with em etc is so cuteee
hahaha :p
and oh, fairuz, i agree
we should totally make the move first if we think we should
it's 21st century! :p
i say, GO FOR IT
hahaha
and yaya, true!
NO MAN NO CRY :P
hahaha... well... convent kan!!
yeah, 21st century...hahaha...
juz say out loud that u like him...*sambil buat muke goda2*...=p
hahaha..i'll think of it yaya.
i'm just feeling so much happy cuz you guys really spent time just to type in some advices and thoughts into this cricket sing..
i'm just so terharoo cuz u pple really care..
i used to get 0-2 comments for each post bfre this, but now it has changed..13..perrgh.
haha eceli tataw nak bagi komen ape
sebab ini bukan bidang aku..haha
saya harap anda bijak dalam setiap perbuatan anda
rilek r..kumbang bukan sekuntum...tapi kumbang yang berkualiti tu susah dicari..hehe
jzkk.
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