calm and rasional

dear mr.HN,

How are you? You look fine this morning. Funny how you think that I can't see you staring for I dunno how many times already, I lost count. Hope that your leg has gotten better. I guess it has, cuz you walked normally just now. How is MP6? Do work hard dear, it wasn't easy for me. lol. But I know it would be a piece of cake, for you are a brainy. I dun call you a nerd for nothing. I heard something terrible happened. Semi-not-so terrible. You are put in a discussion and seminar group with HER. I knew it wld happen and I'm imagining what will happen in that discussion room. Laughter, jokes and smiles. Just like what me and Wan used to have back then. It's wrong for me to be jealous and envy. Cuz you're not mine. you're Allah's. You do whatever you feel that is right. Do take care of your hati and iman. Till then.... pliz dun dissapoint me.