dispnea

Can I please?? Missing my family and my life in Malaysia so much. August is like seriously far away from the nearby second. I miss everything, nothing is excluded, eating at pizza hut, shopping in midvalley, driving, lunch in metro plaza, window shopping, eating at restaurants nearly everynight, hang out with girlfriends, watching Malaysia full-o-conflict carekarama, golden screening, eating cakes and I dunno, maybe being pleasured by the air conditioner . I miss the weather in Malaysia, such a nice weather, semi-not-so-terrible hot. Evening full of the excited youth having wonderful time in grand malls. Wanna fly right away... but can't. I've never been away this long. No more cries, left alone the feel of homesick. What can I do?? Malaysia, I miss U, SO MUCH.