matrics mate muah2

farzana,zaliqa, wani, fai

Matrics is the place where I learned the meaning of friendship. I was so lucky to be having such wonderful ones. We were so close together. We went everywhere and did things together. I really appreciate these girls cuz they have been very nice to me. So nice, that I got very guilty cuz most of the time I only think of myself and was so selfish. I still know them very well.

Farzana is a girl from kuching sarawak, she's the nicest. Friends are first for her. She'd do anything for me and till now, she is still there for me. She always claim that she misses me so much, eventhough I've been mean to her most of the time especially in labs. Farzana further her studies in database technology, in UTEM.

Zaliqa, or as we call her Zaza, was my best mate. She was such a demure, nice and positive. She is a brilliant kampung girl whose face never part from innocent smiles. She is always there when I was down and needed comforting. Telling me positive things. But, I still remember the day I sort of like backstabbed her (how could I?). She has always been a fan of medic. But I went to a so called interview for medical course in Indonesia at our very own counsellor office right after an exam without telling her (the intrvw is confidential, only for certain people were told to come aka students who have damn close relationship with the counsellor). I only knew it from my deary roomate. Zaza found out and got very mad at mwa. I have to admit that I was a brat..ok2 a bitch. But I apologised already, I just hope that she never hold a grudge on me anymore. However, I have lost contact with her. She changed her phone number without informing me. Anyway, she is taking forensic science in UITM, Shah Alam.

Lastly, Wani, a girl who loves to merajuk. Dun be surprise to see her go all frowny and dun wanna talk to you so suddenly. Anything so delicate could hurt her feelings. She's the most sensitive person I have ever met. Quite hard to keep up with her sometimes, but I made sure that I apologise if I have hurt her feelings. She is currently taking nursing diploma course in Kelantan.

Gosh, honestly, I was a big pain in their hearts. I got what I want and left all the rest. Pergh!, my attitude needed serious healing. I can't see anyone being better than I am. I'd put them in my black list. Bitch x?? Now that I am already in Indon, I found out there are even more bitchess here especially A-level students. SORRY, BITCHESS=pple who are very strict bout their self needs and targets. Don't say omg! pple you know what I mean.lol.. Whatever happens, you guys, I still miss our beautiful friendship that we had. I love you farzana, zaza and wani. Muah!!