sweet smell of freedom

today is holiday, yesss. And the good news is that me and Wan Jok have nearly finished the stupid database. Fuh! Left only 04 & 05 batch. But I told kak Aizah that it's not easy for ous to reach for them as they are in KOAS and sent to all over indonesia now. No point of messaging, cuz only few replied. UISH! GEWAM BTUL. What amma do today is going to mandiri and test the sincerety of my new account. See how it goes. Hopefully there is nothing wrong anymore. Since that mara money will be coming in soon, I have to act fast so that I can actually live normally like others. I wanna go and buy J.CO without having heavy feelin. I wanna be able to eat Bread Talk breads apart from smelling it from afar. I wanna taste the aromatic smell of coffee bread. I am not materialistic. I'm just used to live like this, that is, always get what I want. It's the most dangerous thing if I dun get what I want cuz I'd be thinking bout it now and then. So, note to self, be positive, what's past is gone, but do not let dark history be repeated.