excuse me for running my own life

Have you ever felt so doom, that you are done with? You feel that you are so hopeless that there is no one that you could depend on. You are in deep water, your mouth are open and ready to speak up but your heart just shut that mouth for the deepness is not to be judged or questioned anymore. But you were hoping so much that you will be saved from being drowned in the unwelcome stake. Now more than ever, I want to be free and do what I believe is right. I don't want people showing me directions anymore, cuz I've got mine. Shooo you people shooo. I call myself a bad girl in my own definition. Dun try to judge me, only Allah could. I just wanna be me, nothing perfect, if you dun mind. I have a life to run now.. tata.