i need oxygen

why am I feeling extremely down today? I did have enough sleep, food and rest time. I am not tired but down. Is it because of my commitment? I thought I love being busy but the truth is I am just fond of being popular. But I love doing good deeds too. Maybe it's just to much and I have so little time. My due dates are like seriously killing me. Killing us (me and WJ). He has been working hard to get the students details. This is stressful. All I can see in the mirror now is the frowning and worrying face. I dun know what would cheer me up. I simply dun. People have gone shopping for stuff to be brought back to Malaysia. But I haven't cuz I don't have time to do that. When is this ending? I am so in a fight or flight mode.