heart slitting

At this point, I feel like I am the most talked about person. Being in one of the topics of 'disliked person' in secret conversations. Infact, I am anti-ed by few people who actually admit it and lot more who never did but actually 'pretend to be nice'. I hate making enemies. Mum once said that people who doesn't treat us the way we treat them maybe cause they are jealous of just about anything, like belongings and grades. I assume that is right. And a friend once asked me to 'BERLAPANG DADALAH'. Well, that's what I'm going to be. I can't treat them wrongly like how I think they did to me cause then I'll be just like them. So instead, I'm going to treat them as nice as possible even if sometimes they do slit my heart.