i'm no retarded ohkayyy

I really don't get it when some people look at me as if I am in such a tragic stake just cuz I dropped a module and follow a remedial class instead. I was not feeling inferior or any of that such until a senior gave me a pat enclosed with a tragic look, as if I have lost a husband in a tragic way. In fact, I was feeling so great being where I am now, suits me well.

The condition is very welcoming cuz the lecturers know what and how to deliver according to our needs compared to the previous boring and rapid lectures. I cope up well since the portion of the class is just small that I can concentrate well. Sitting at the front of the class gives me the advantage of being recognized by most of the friendly lecturers.

But, like I said, now I feel so ashamed of myself for being in that class. Just cuz people look at me as if I am a retarded medical student. They must have wondered how I could have gotten MARA scholarship. Well, they don't actually technically say it, but their eyes and face expressions are like soooo obvious. Even the girl on my bedsheet could've noticed that.

There's just one more week left till the end of this, therefore, I mustn't think negatively. A great somebody started off their incredible journey by making mistakes, and they learn from it. Einstein too wasn't even the brightest person in his class, yet he became the most genious person of the century, and a legend of all time.

For now, I am hoping that I'll ace this modul and get the my dream grade. Pray for me ok!