insaf sket woi

Never ever tell someone that you are a saint when you don't even know how bitch you can be in the future.

Nobody's iman can ever be measured. Cuz we don't know exactly the length and size of someone's prejudice, sincerity, good and bad doings. So, that's left to Allah to decide those. Though, as a muslim, it's essential for you to know, what's right and what's wrong. Shouldn't your mum and dad taught you all about ethics and sivics? Don't pretend you never acknowledge those, you even learn those stuffs in school. Therefore whatever you do or say, definitely reflect what your parents really are. I suppose.

I've always thought that I've been such a good person all these while. A sweet, demure daughter that mom and dad has always hoped for. They raised me with full care and attention. I get the right education with all like any other normal child needs. I'm grateful, thank you mother.

Along the process of growing up, I came across lots of negativeness. Things that are wrong but is done by some acquaintances of mine. I'd be hilarious of what they do and start telling other people how bad the things that they've been doing. I also, advice on other people not to practice it. But, as time goes by, I changed and I turned against my self. ME... I actually did something that I thought was wrong. I broke my own rule.

To illustrate, at first, I'm the one who has strong alergicness to those who fond to swear. I told my friends of how I hate people who swears.. not even the word 'bodoh'. I'd be telling them, "Macam mane dorg nak jadi mak orang sumday? Dengan perangai ske mencarut2 tu.. Buruk gile perangai, sape nak amek dorg jadik isteri???" Then, after a while, I started doing it.. swearing seems like fun. Because you tend to feel satisfied with the words you're saying. In fact, sumtimes, I do feel great about it, juz cuz everyone's doing it and it's the trend for cool people nowadays.

Damn, I've became a monster!!! And now, I should tell myself "Macam mane kau nak jadi mak orang sumday? Dengan perangai ske mencarut2 tu.. Buruk gile perangai, sape nak amek kau jadik isteri???". Is it not, perempuan baik untuk lelaki yang baik. So if, all the good guys are taken by the good muslimahs.. only bad guys will be left for the bad girls right? right? Xnaklah suami ske mencarut. Just imagine one day, when your cooking aren't that good and suddenly your husband say's "DEAR, YOUR COOKING SUCKS WITH THE CAPITAL S ..". (petrified edy)