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For a moment there, I was so bold to click on 'Photos'. I saw those pics and the comments. Supposedly, I will get annoyed and hurt but for a sudden, it hit me. Something that made me thought thoroughly. Something I realize that I could never have done. Something that I wouldn't want anyone to do towards me.

Both of them sat together, they looked so happy in the pics. I read one of the comments. One of their friend says "J nampak happy sangat2, senyum dari hujung ke hujung". I thought to myself, I never would want to hurt any other girl feelings. It's my principe not to break their heart. J is the lucky girl who had won his love during their A level studies. She found him first. Both of them are in love with each other, no doubt about that, there are too many signs. Even lad W said to me so.

So I spontaneously asked myself if it's right to love him? To love him means to break her heart. I could never have the heart to hurt another girl's feelings. Taking her love away. She must have felt so sick, just like how I did when someone else fell for him. Betrayed more like.

So, in the end, I just felt so happy to let him go. If it's not my happy moment, at least I know that it's her's. She deserves him more than anyone else, cuz everyone knows how she had shown him more than just kindness.