It maybe the weirdest thing that's happened in the few past weeks. I went to subang to see baba and family. I stayed for a day or two, and before I went back, he talked about me and my wedding age. I mean, yes..but what about them?
According to mum, my age now is merely still young to sail in a love life ship with a bf. But dad has started to calculate when I'll be graduating and to get married will be quite late by the time I graduate. By 25, there'll not be any single wise man left. In another words, sort of like suggesting that I should find one now. Wow seriously, Dr. Sheikh Muszaphar's fiancee was not engaged until she was 28 years old.. Give me a break!!! I am seriously not ready to 'find one'.
With my family condition, I bet nobody wants to be burdened like that. Please, I'd rather not having anyone to share this madness. I mean, I can't handle it..how could he?? To see me coupling ... might be in your dreams.
I am now living away from my country where there are hardly any boy who is in his conscious mind have the slightest thought of having me as his girlfriend (I am no malibu doll). In my batch, there are 15 boys comparing to 27 girls. Nope, there'll not be any chance of me if you wanna make pairs. There are just far more bright and beautiful girls that any of those 15 can choose from but me. So, I'm thinking that I'll defly be single for quite sometimes or ..for the rest of my life.
But who cares?? I'm independant.. I don't need a ring around my finger to make me feel complete. GO TO HELL WITH IT.
