am I a ...

I tried not to sound mean and horrid everytime I write about something I hate or indespecable. I tried to sound more mature and try hard not to swear cuz I wouldn't want to get anyone thinking that I'm a bitch inside when I have always look rather like a goody2 person in public around friends. Then I ended up publishing my post then hiding it back again. But to get people to understand what I really feel inside requires me to use those inapropriate words. Does that shows that I am trully a B****???