If we ever ...

If I ever get married... This post might sound mushy a bit, but who cares? I am in the mood of being mushy. Well, after indulging the fact that my crush never really cares if I am madly in love with him, I get so conscious about the fact that I am to be alone forever cuz the love of my life has failed me. But who is there to blame if he is not interested? and if I am not likely to find someone else who resembles him?

But if we're destined together, I guess I am well prepared cuz here are what I wish I could do to make quality time with him:

1. Cook his fave dishes, his faves, one of them is pizza~ he looks rather skinny.
2. Watch our fave movie ~ I know there are lotsa movies that we can watch together, we have lots in common! ...err, I think.
3. Candle light dinner!!!
4. Oh gosh! I am all out of idea... most of my imaginations involving activities with our child along. I would really like to go picnicking with our babies along. My children inheriting his dark brown skin... they r gonna look so purrfect just like him. Darn it! How mushy could I get? Erm dah la.. xmo gedik2.

I hope I get to be just as excited about this even after I have gotten married for such a long time. I'm imagining again that we'll still be so crazy for each other even when our children have all grown up.

Actually, what have brought these thoughts up are because a senior of mine has finally finished her studies in jakarta and going back malaysia permanently. And my thought is that she is so gonna be getting married soon right? She has completed all 5 years of hardness and pain, it's time now she thinks about love!

Okay, fine!!! Just call me shallow all you want. I don't care, I am all up for it anyway!