unrequited ....

Topic of the day would be unrequited love. I am watching harry potter and the goblet of fire, the potter's film which involved the most romance element. The yule ball, the introduction of where the relationship of Ron and Hermoine leads to, the insertion of love story and how love has started to dominate and become a big deal in a teen's life.

Though as I watch where love goes between Ron and Hermione, the starting would be a bit rough. We could see clearly that Hermoine is into Ron but being quiet about it and sometimes being bold to expose it. However, the respon she's getting from Ron is totally dark.It is almost like an unrequited love.

Seeing how bizarre it is for a girl as hard, independant and intelligent as Hermione can turn to be distincly mushy when it comes to the heart's affair. She's being more sensitive and jealous when seeing girls try to aproach Ron. Start to dress femininely and make up great hair dos'.

One nite, she cried her heart out after seeing Lavender kissing Ron in the Common Room. Ron wasn't bothered by the fact that Hermione's being jealous bout it. What concerns me is, that wouldn't he know how painful she must have felt? He just went away with Lavender and left Hermione crying on Harry's shoulder.

I've heard bout this gossip bout my long distance cousin whose being fancied by a girl in the same university as he was. This girl was so into him, that she became so bold to actually ask him. See what love could've made you do? Crazy and mental things. Unfortunate for that particular girl, my cousin was not interested at all and gave out his reasons. He said no. Finally, he ended up with another girl. The girl's love remained unrequited.

I am trying to imagine what the girl must've felt. Mostly because I have been in the same situation. Being rejected, solid and hard.Trying to think what went wrong, what was it that's not enough, what ? and why? Feeling mostly underestimated and lacked of many things. Ish.. xtahu la.. tapi rase macam nak tahu gak kenapa agaknya i was rejected. Maybe because I've never been rejected by any of my crushes before that. Most of them whom I crushed into would mostly be having the same thing for me too. But yeah, that was like ages ago.. zaman skola rendah kaleee, when I was still such a cutey little girl. But I guess now, it all have changed.