for better or worst

Friends are those who will remain by your side, in times of need. Everyone needs friends no matter what scene they're in. Consolation and support are what they've always wished for even when they do not need it, they just hope for attention. Real friends are hard to find, I admit myself that I do not own true friend's quality. I may sometimes be self-prioritized, and I only be nice to those who is beneficial to be nice to, with purpose, yes. It's a shame ain't it?

But in the matter of being in a situation when you have to choose between your friend and your crush or your dreams or what ever that can comes between you and your friend can really sucks. You have to really sit down and think over the matter. It's just so hard to choose cuz you want them both at the same time. It get's even worst if you happen to choose the oppsite of your friend and end up being hated by him or her.

I hate to say this but sometimes, I just don't care if she chooses to be choosing the oppsite way and leave me. Cuz seriously, it takes real friend to stand by us during the hard times. Shame to say, I'd be probably doing the same thing here, leave her and start to do my thing and diverge into separate ways. Cuz if we're not meant to be in common anymore, what's the purpose of being friends right? Seriously, I'm so tired of being a push-over person. Now, I have my own way of things and you have your's, so please respect it.

click to watch this to understand what it feels like to choose between bestfriend and career~ THAT'S SO RAVEN