i hate u

As of today, I'm reminding myself that no matter what happen, no matter how much you stare, how gentleman you become, how hot you look, I would look back at this moment. Tonight, my heart broke again, falling into thousands of pieces. As fragile as it can be, you poke right through it. Don't you ever get that it hurts? Has it never occur to you that I suffer from it?

As much as I want to believe that it's you as my knight and shining armour, I couldn't. Everytime I do, I'd fail myself, again and again. So as of now, you are to get off my mind no matter what happen. Simply cuz you are not worth it.