fairytale

Do you believe in true love or as I'd like to call fairytale? The love that's united only after going through such rough tragedies and dramas. This love that you have for someone is so unbelievable that it becomes a miracle and it changed your life, your stance or the way you think before.

To me, love isn't just what you call making 'acquantaince' and get married SIMPLY cause your time is up or cause it's essential and a usual thing to get a wife or husband or cause yow mama demands for grandchilren.

What am I saying? marriage isn't a must to everyone? Nope,... what I wanted to say is, I don't want to marry just anyone who choosed me out of thin air because he 'JUST NEED A WOMAN TO LAY EGGS FOR' without going through any hardship at all. It's like, he could've chosed just a bout any girl for this marriage and it doesn't have to be you. If he sees her first, and if u're late by the second, he could've gone for her first.

Sheessshhh... where is the romance in that kind of love? I truly long for a ROMEO AND JULIET kind of love. The love that comes within and stays forever. It's been him in you're heart forever and ever and no other guy could ever steal your heart more than he could. That not in a thousand years that your love would change even if he couldn't be yours.

Be that as it may, even if it kills you to see him with any other girl, you'd just love the way it hurts. I am not trying to be straight dumb for letting him hurt me and turn me down. It's just that I am a person who's hard fall in love and hard to forget. Once I fall for someone, it's going to be him and him alone forever. It feels as is if you knew that he is meant to be yours the first time you see em even if he doesn't have the same thing for you too. And you keep that love forever waiting for a miracle to happen. The cries and pain mountaining up until one day he make his move.