Senin, 31 Januari 2011

depressed

At this point of time, I hardly know the definition of a 'good' person anymore. Could anyone please explain to me? I just thought that it's too ridiculous for me to sit and except the fact that people describe me in a totally different way than the way I describe myself.
To my definition of 'good' is maybe superficial. As in, not stealing, bribing, vandalising and doing anything illegal. By saying that those are pretty bad stuff, which of course tells you that I do not commit it.
But say, studying in the weeked, go watch movies, listening to music or go to the mall. How in the world could you say those as 'fatal'. What are you suppose to do with your boring life to enrich it? Movies and songs helped me to enhance my english vocabs and sentence structures. Movies, without them, you'd be like so stupid not knowing anything that's going on around you. You get informations from movies, through its scenes, your brain analyse productively, creating smart thinking. Let me ask you again, how is it that watching movie is a 'sin'?
You see what they're trying to do is to separate us into groups. Classifying people is what I hate the most (that is similar to underestimating). By doing what they're doing is hurting other people unintentionally (unintentionally, yeah as if). They hurt my feelings. Made me think that the way they live is so right and that mine is so wrong. Turning me into the 'sinner'.
Just how much you think you're in the right path? Depressing people into something unwillingly. I hate you all. Please don't comment.

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