some friends

As far as I am concern, I need to be really really really strong if ever I felt left out again. Being sensitive is just what I have always been. It's a total mistake for me to be close with those who cannot appreciate to maintain their friendship with me anymore. We used to be close and know not anymore. I hardly know anything about her and she hardly know anything about me too.

Is it possibly because we're not in the same class anymore? Could you use that as an excuse?

How would you know if your friend isn't talking behind your back with another friend? Why don't they share everything like how we used to? Why don't they invite me into conversations anymore. Sometimes when they get together, and left me out.. I wonder what they are talking about. They could do anything together but not with me anymore. Is it because I am not even to your standard anymore?

Enough with this, I have bigger problems of losing friends for difference of path.

I really can't consider them as friends indeed either. Friends who care for you are the once who notice your weakness and make an effort to inquire. Not really anybody care about my progress in the junior class..seriously hardly. Some asked when I told them that the result is out. They don't really care how I'm coping with the juniors ( I mean like really sit down, and ask "how's your class like? get any friends?), nobody really come visit. Hardly. I wish I have friends who would be kind enough to wipe this mopey face. and bring me smile sincerely.