Sometimes being positive cud cause people to accuse you for being over the fence. But really I just love to be positive cuz that gets me outta sufferings that bugs most of the times. Well, this time I'm gonna try another way to make my self feel better about myself and him.
Enuff said, I know everyone knows what happens and who the 'him' I'm reffering to. This is me here pathetically trying to overcome my... as I'd like to call 'stupid feelings' about being rejected by a crush. You see, I always pity myself about what happened, asking myself what cud be wrong with me? Am I not beautiful enuff? Oh yeah, I'm not smart either. Owh pity me.
And how it's not fair for him not to see beyond this 'so called' love I have for him. Pathetic ain't it? Alot yes. I also, one time ago, told myself that it is his right to say if he likes me or not, love cannot simply be forced, never! And I also taught myself how to be happy for them both and leave them alone happily ever after.
Now, I came up with sumething else even better. Well, actually I read it in the internet on how to face rejection. See, you have to think that your rejector is very much annoyed, suffocated, disgusted by you. Even if he accepts you, it'll be like a pity love or whatever it's called. They wudn't love you the way you love them and that sucks. He will be very much distracted in this fragile relationship.. you might just end up divorcing. Now, that's harsh. This method actually works in telling me that how much he doesn't want me, how much I shud dissapear from his sight which I am gonna do from now onwards. We're just not meant to be~
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