a cry out to you

Sun after moon, moon after sun,
Pendulum swings, never sleep,
It's been so long, but the memory lane is still there,
There's nothing more that I want,
If only I could do anything anymore, I would,
But the curiosity has unveil the doubts of hazy mist.

The moment I've been waiting for,
The faith and hopes I seed and watered,
That's all has come to an end,
The buds grew to be the most beautiful flower,

But it was left untouched in the forest far in.
It was left with doubts and fear,
Wondering if a knight would pass by that memory lane
to pluck it and ride home,
It would be the happiest living petals,
And now, hopeless is all that's left.

There's no way that could ever make me forget,
It's been you ever since I can remember,
Who carved smile on my face everyday,
Who drew a pocekt of sunshine and rainbows of 8 colours,
And the eighth was the colour of love,
Ironically, you're the one to took it all away from me,

Now my days are all droughts and wintery.
Why did you do that?
I thought we light up each others garden,
I thought these eyes shimmers from your gaze,
I thought these cheeks blushed from your figure,
I thought these lips speaks only of your presence,
I thought this heart blooms from your love.

But I was wrong, it was all wrong.
I only view you through my rose coloured glasses
and refuse to admit that you're no more than a human,
Look how it ruined me,
But there's no one to blame.

The truth stabs, causing my heart to bleed,
This pumping box of emotions were once took by an arrow of love,
But it missed yours, leaving mine without it's pair,

Just let me drown in love with you,
Distorting it hurts me more,
Don't try to jumble the meaning of love in me,
Because I know what I have for you is nothing less than love,

But I guess it meant nothing to you,
Dissapear my love, just go and never look back,
If that's what your heart has set for,
I'll wait here hoping that someday I'll succeed
to scrape you off my devastated heart.

Though there is always hope in me,
If you ever think I worth your love,
I'll always be here,
Just get it that there'll be no other who loves you as much as I do,
cuz once I pledge my love, you'll be the crown of my heart forever.