Sabtu, 15 November 2014

Last cycle in Indonesia

Salam, hi there! How is everyone and everything?? (double question marks for the 2 in 1 question). I am currently in my last cycle before yudisium, hippocratic oath and then back for good. This last cycle is Obstetric and Gynaecology, i mostly have to assist normal birth delivery and assist sectio caesarea. Involving lots and lots of blood. It makes me sick to have to see blood everyday, flowing uncontrollably besides having a distinctive smell. 

I hope i get out of this cycle without being traumatic to normal delivery. Because it looks sickeningly horrified and painful. True to that its better if you have a wide sets of bottom, wider vagina makes it easy for the baby to come out. Even sectio caesarea seems like a better way to deliver babies.

I cried when i saw the first delivery. I was imagining how it was when mom delivered me to this world. Must have been that painful too. Huh i miss mom :')

Btw, i dont remember mentioning my passion for baking to you. So as soon as i get back to Malaysia, I'll book a class with The Kitchen Guardian. I can't wait to bake again, to wake up in the morning and heat the oven up. Whisk and whisk, mix and mix, pour and smell the nice aroma of cakes as it domed up in the oven. This time i wanna get new tips for the leaves and hydrangea petals buttercream. I wanna be so good at decorating. I wanna start making fondant wedding cake with gumpaste peonies.

I just cant wait for the first order to come up. Well for now it's not about business, its more about people appreciating your cakes. You know your cake is good when people keep asking for it. I had that feeling once, i want it more. It felt great.

Sooo, did you know i already get my outfit ready for the hippocratic oath ceremony. It's emerald green. Green is soooo innn now. Goodbye pastels. I do hope lighting doesn't turn it black. But before that i have alot of documents to settle. Hope i'll be in time for it. Couldn't imagine oath without any other Malaysian friend with. It's like, why bother dress or show up. 

Hoping everything goes well,

Updates: Batch mates had their oath ceremony this week, some already got placement result. I have much to catch up with.

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