undescribable..

This feeling.. is undescribable. She has not feel this 4 such a long time. Can’t remember the last time she felt it. It is so sweet, spice, sour and enriched with excitement. It is very sensitive..
You can’t feel this feeling if u are in a girl school 4 sure. Sometimes it makes you hurt, sometimes it makes you cry, sometimes it makes you think and wonder alot but mostly it makes you smile cuz of no reason at all. Even if you are in deep water situation. It makes you go crazy and you feel like doing just about anything to have ‘his’ attention. It is irresistable no doubt.
This feeling, make a girl do mischief things like viewing his friendster page using her sist’s account and make a new account just so that she can view the person again.
She viewed this guy’s girlfrend’s friendster page and added her as friend too.
She wished him birthday in his friendster comment using her secret account so that he wouldn’t know that it was her.
She ’saved as’ his pics and croped it and saved it again in a ’strictly forbidden’ file.
She also waited everymorning to see this guy before the class start.
She bcome scared to talk to this guy cuz he is a smart person and doesn’t think that she deserves him.
She feels funny when he is near…
She actually stepped on his foot once in the anatomy lab (not on purpose) and he shouted in pain.
She asked lots of things to this guy’s bestfriend bout him.
She actually stayed back till late in the evening to finish the ppt and still feel energized cuz he is around.
She felt extremely happy when he actually looked in her face when she talks to his bestfriend who is near him.
She puts shout out that mostly expressing herself bout the guy
She doesn’t care also if he is younger, or even if her friends says that she has a bad taste when they see his pics

Huh!! How do I describe this perfectly?? She falls in love with this guy whom she fell in love as soon as she sees him in front of BTG.. this guy was staring at her and holding a blue trisakti registration book.. and she stares at him back and walk ahead thinking “OMG!! he is perfectly the type that I’ve been waiting for all these while.. did not expect to actually meet him here.”
But unfortunate for her that he is in love with a lovely girl named J . Mayb they are not meant to be together, or maybe they do, who knows. I dunno , do u? she needs the answer fast cuz she doesn’t want to wonder much longer..

NOTE: whoever understand this, sssshhhhhh… and thanks 4 understanding and keeping it quiet.