Rabu, 16 Desember 2009

you can stand under my umbrella IV

It was a wet morning at Hospital Tuanku Ampuan Rahimah, the sun risen lazily. Kamarul was just done doing his last ward walking from one bed to another, before his breakfast early that morning. He took the time and made his way down on the lift and off to the trauma department floor. When he reached the receptionist table, the nurse already knew that he was going to come and mumbled to him, number of the room that he wanted to head to. He pushed the door with big letters ' ICU ' and looked for room number 4. He slided his skinny figure into the room and expect a familiar face.

A face that he would never wish to look at if it was not for the accident. A face that he had always ignored before. A face that he thought was irritating and abnoxious. A face whose love, he had turned down ages ago. Now all the memories between them years ago came floating in. He remembered how he had hurt this girl's innocent heart. But it was not his fault that the girl was into him and he didn't feel the same for her too. Love is not a material nor a victory that one can gain by working all out simply because it involves another stranger's heart. When two hearts feels the same for each other only then, can it be called love. Though he felt strangely affected for she had risk her life for him and he got the feeling that the very moment, love has finally rush in.

Soon, Rose's family member was informed of her misfortune in the accident. They came and visited her. The room was never empty for visitors, day and night. So he never had the chance to
see her cause he didn't want to interrupt them. Besides, he was busy with his own shifts. Life as a residence doctor has never been comforting. The word hang out and chillex has all gone from his current life. Though, he felt satisfied for he has so high compassion for this sacred job that he's been working hard for since he was a child
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Kamarul came early to the hospital today, bright day, he was cheerfully happy and excited yet anxious. He decided that he would want to make a move and meet up with Rose's relatives and most importantly, Rose. He got on the lift and hit the ICU level button. He was alone in the lift and took the chance to see his reflection in the clear water lift wall, he saw an average tall, dark and handsome looking guy staring back at him, smiling. He got out of the lift and greeted the receptionist counter nurse, friendly but before he could slide the ICU door open, the nurse told him that Rose has been given release form last night. Not just that, surprisingly she was already transfered to another teaching hospital.

He was speechless and clueless of such matter, he was wondering why she was transfered. He felt so heartbroken suddenly. So heartbroken that his face impression changed. That made the nurse tried to console him. There were more concerning Rose that she would like to tell him.


TO BE CONTINUED.......

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