The piece of memory of Reezwan revealing everything to him stinged him hard. It’s still fresh that he can remember everything as if he is hearing it at this very moment. Wan have told him of how Rose was not even certain of her feelings towards her fiancee’ and that her engagement was sort of like a way to get Kamarul out of her head. That she will probably make a big mistake that’ll effect the rest of her life by marrying the guy she never love, today.
He was nervous of what her reaction will be to his plan to crush her wedding. He calmed himself down and tried to figure out the best gentle way to enter the wedding, get her to come back to her senses and stop the mistakeful wedding.
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Far across the bunch of highways is where the wedding ceremony is being held. People are starting to squeeze themselves in the house of Rose. Tok kadi has just arrived. As of until today, he has gathered 98 couples through out his days as a tok kadi. He will be adding Rose and Danial to that count.
Rose was in her room, stunningly dressed and accessorised. She stared into the mirror in front of her, telling herself how great that day was going to be that no where else that she’d rather be then here, ready to be united with his future husband, Danial. Her decision was solid.
She peeped outside, trying to catch a glimpse of Danial. The guests have already settled down, sitted. She has started to feel really nervous for in any minute now, she’ll be asked to come out and join her guests.
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Kamarul topped up his speed. He was afraid if he wouldn’t make it. His head was not focused with driving. Too many things inside that his feelings were all mixed up. He loves this girl so much, afraid of losing her. A girl whom he had been very selfish to, years ago. A girl who he knew once cared for him. A girl who had saved his life and nearly been killed by the attempt. A girl who has lost an ovary because of the attempt. It would all be his fault.
He cannot control his feelings that he burst into tears. It would be his biggest fault if he doesn’t reach on time. He was so determined that he didn’t realize the traffic light in front of him turned red. He blew past it and maintained with his speed. Suddenly there was the loud bang came echoing in the junction. Without realizing it, he was hit by another car came in from his left. The driver seat was badly crushed caused by the collision.
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It was her first night as a wife. She was surrounded by her family sat in the living room chit chatting happily with Danial by her side. The news came in on the television. Everyone new they have to slow down chatting for awhile and focused on the news. There was an accident involving two cars, a Waja and a Honda civic. The Waja driver were murdered at the scene.
“ The unfortunate car crash victim named Kamarul Bin Md Nor Rasyid, 26, was known to be on his way to Kajang when he failed to obey the red light and being crashed my another car coming from the left. The driver seat was directly hit causing Kamarul to pass away at once. His body was taken to Serdang hospital to be investigated further.”
As from when Rose heard the name, the name of her unbeatable crush, a crush that she had fallen so much in love with, an unbearable tears came out. She burst into tears, so hard that not even the presence of Danial could hold her back. Her whole world seems to shut down for a while that she has no will to be strong.
“Dear Kamarul,
there is nothing that could ever take my love away from you. Truthfully, my love for you has never fade. It has always been you, underneath this heart since the day we met on our refreshment year. It was the most memorable moment, cuz the moment I look at you, I just knew that you're meant to be for me. Though, waiting for you is like waiting for the rain in the dry dessert. I never meant to hurt you. I want you to be happy, so I let go of this feelings for you. But you came attaching it back again. I just want you to know, that you can always stand under my umbrella.” -Love, Rose-
THE END
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