out alone

Just now, I went out alone again. Had to get a nice present for Kamila. It's not fun to go out like this. Especially here in Jakarta cuz I feel so insecure. But I do enjoy hang out alone in Mid cuz everybody don't stare at you as if you are an alien, unlike here, they stare alot and some Indonesians do feel very disgusted by Malaysians.

Overall, going out alone is definitely not cool:

• Cuz you tend to feel very uncomfortable when eating alone
• U feel like rushing cuz you don't have much to do anyway
• Boring, no one to yap when you see a cute top.
• You tend to take longer time to decide which color or design to buy cuz there's no one to give you their opinion (I had to ask the sales girl of what she thinks of my choice, how lame is that? Of course she would ask me to get the 'more expensive' choice)
• Or you'd make a mistake in making the right choice cuz you wanna be hurry.
• You must go and be back on a day light cuz it's safer. ( Honestly sometimes, I do think that the crime rates in Indonesia is lesser)
• You bump into a group of classmates and they wonder why you are alone as if you don't have any friends to hang out with.

But it is sometimes cool when:

• You need to have a getaway from people that you know.
• You're buying a present for someone who usually accompany you to tha mall.
• You wanna eat something that your friend hate the most.
• You are a big spender, you are not comfortable when people who's not interested in sale hunting to tag along.
• Or simply cuz you don't have a boyfriend, so you go out alone.