You know how symbiosis works, close relationship between two different species in the ecology system. There are mutualisme, komensalisme, parasitisme so on and so forth. Each species has their own functions and they obey to the nature outlines. I just thought how the pair will remain being themselves and not being able to exchange places. To feel what it's like to trade places with someone else's shoes.
It may not occur that we can turn ourselves into another species, but we can trade places by being in the situation that we recognise and never thought of being in.
Rihanna was one of the best student in her class, she worked so hard and got flying colours result over and over again. However, her bestfriend's performance, Beyonce, is rather dull, not as good as Rihanna.
I used to be in Rihanna's place once, boy was I proud to be 'someone' who people respect and look up to. You think that people set you up as a role model. They tend to love and praise you for your intelligence. You enjoy everysingle minute of your pride moment without thinking of others. Of how they feel to your existance, of how you've ruined the curve for them. The thruth is you are just an annoying person in their lives. They just don't say it to your faces.
As time goes by, I learnt being at the bottom of the ball instead. Becoming more like Beyonce day by day. Now I feel, what it's like to be the dumb one, not that I can help it. Now, more than ever I wish that I could get the help of a profesional, a tutor more like or at least someone to inject me with motivation and make me feel better when I fail. If I have the chance to talk to the 'few years back' me, here's what I'd like to say,.....what I expect from you is not just your perfect smile and pride, instead I'm hoping for your help. Help me, help me. Teach me to be as good as you.
