I feel the rightness and I feel like being dominated by this rightness. I am, as I've thought through it, being in the righteous path.

I've been so rebellious and sometimes doubtful of what He sincerely wants me to have and to own. It has never been prettier. It was presented to me in a form so ugly before, but now it felt somewhat so beautiful. And thinking of His effort of trying and even to have a little more faith on this repulsive slave of His.

Lihatlah hambaMu ini... lihatlah Ya Allah. Teramat haru hatiku kerana kau masih mahu melihat diri ini. SesungguhNya, Ya Rahman, Ya Rahim... tetapkanlah aku di jalanMu.