Jumat, 23 Juli 2010

at this point of time

At this point of time, I would not like to talk to anyone, cuz I don't have to explain myself.

At this point of time, I am so fed up with anything that revolves around me.

At this point of time, I'd very much like to hide my face, run away from the society.

At this point of time, I feel like shutting myself down from this current doings and hibernate

At this point of time, I wish that I could reverse back time and go back to the age of my sweetest 13th year old.

At this point of time, I wish that I could fly home to mama

At this point of time, I wish that I am worrying about nothing and leisuring happily with my family.

At this point of time, I wish that I am dreaming of all these shits that I'm facing.

It's just so sick, hurtful and suffocating. This thing here would not stop.

I feel like giving myself a good cry. I wanna cry out loud, where no one could here me crying.

I wanna be alone, shut in the darkness.

Though crying isn't gonna change anything, but it heals sometimes. Unfortunately, these eyes are running out of dissapointing tears.

6 komentar:

Anonim mengatakan...

cheer up, fai

i dunno anythin' but i hope u dunt give up


nasirah

fairuz mengatakan...

nas... aq drop modul next sem.. bape modul pon aq tak tahu la.
dah rusty agaknye otak nih...

Anonim mengatakan...

jgn give up. nt time nk dftr sks, jumpa wadek mntk rayuan nk amik sume modul sem tu. nadrah wat camtu, dia dpt. ko pun iA boleh. doa byk2 k

blek tak cuti sem ni? klo blek, pas naik cuti, cpt2 jupe wadek mintak rayuan.

Unknown mengatakan...

b strong dear..
aku tawu ko boleh..
ko lg kuat dr aku taw..
luv u! ^*^

fairuz mengatakan...

there's not much to be strong for kalu agak2 sem dpn menunggu arahan kemas brg balik msia.

nas: hopefully apa yg pak jefrrey prnh ckp tu hnye utk menakut2kan.

Anonim mengatakan...

have faith in Him,dear

Always...

Aku benci Pak J tu. he's just trying to threaten us wif his craps...

shoulders to cry on