I Got U ^part 1^

It was raining cats and dogs out there. It's been raining since in the dawn. Rose pulled a face, her predictions of the wether was accurate, now she has to wait for the rain to stop so that she can go home. The rain storm season has been going on pretty heavily lately in her location.

She stopped staring out the hospital transparent door and sat at the bench near by. Laid back to the wall and closed her eyes hoping the rain to at least go slow on the ground dirt. So at least, she could drive home safely. With the wether plus the dark, there's no way she had the nerve to pull a drive on her own.

Fell asleep and woke up 15 minutes later, still the rain poured heavier than ever. She looked at the wall clock and made another huge sigh. She got up and headed to the surau. Took up wudhuk and pray. After the prayer, she sat still and had sickening flashbacks of what happened this morning at the cafeteria.

Her crush A, had a pretty good time breakfasting with his best friend, J. Her daily life has never missed up a second rush of heart tearing episodes. Sometimes she thought she could handle it, but the truth reveals when she comes home with frown face almost everyday. She just wished that she can throw the sack of the past memories away, the ones that contains misery, humiliation, envy, jealousy, backstabs or just anything that includes him in the scene.

This love she has for him has overgrown, so powerful, so strong but it has no ability of controlling itself. It can't die, vanish, nor disappear out of thin air. Gallons of tears dripped not bothered. If only he knew how much this love meant to him. But he doesn't care, a guy like him won't care cause he is a guy with options. He's the type who can choose not chosen. Rose gave up to these thoughts of self-pity, she's too pathetic to bring up her dignity. But all these while, she just gave herself another strong 'i don't need a man' head voice to shut the pathetic one up so she can finally live and to actually concentrate on her job if she happens to bump into him whenever.

Rose put away the neatly folded telekung away and walked out of the surau when she suddenly saw the face of her heart keeper. She mumbled 'ohmygod' and startled for a bit, put her shoes on fast and rushed off. It's always been like that, when they meet, she'd be like stunned all static like having just the thoughts of how charming this guy is. She'd be smiling all the way, in a certain days, the smile wouldn't fall off her face for the whole day, depends on how he reacts. Sometimes, if he makes a stern face, she'd be dissapointed having the thoughts of him hating her.

With light hearted feeling, she went back to the bench and continue waiting.

TO BE CONTINUED.....